I used to have the sweetest girl, I used to lie and cheat on her- 
the truth lied right in me not her, believe I might be disturbed, 
but fuck what you heard, I dont talk I get stalked by girls, 
fuck you and what you thought you learned about me, 
might be fucked up disturbed but fuck the world if they doubt me, 
lost in words that I deal with in my mind, 
but how can they even describe what we feel inside, 
its a scheme to survive but not the meaning of your life, 
theres so much more even tho you cannot see it with your eyes, 
so whats behind, whats beyond, 
whats more to life than winning gold, 
let go of pride and things that you were told, 
and live your life cause I think, no I know you got flow.