its these type of events we occupy our time with, running wild blind to a fight with sticks, mindless, why this ignorance Im figuring my mind went, I then- blended into the environment and died as my inner sense of higher self enlightened life and lied to fend of the silence I tried to win, an eye for an idle sin, the clouds' what my mind is in- despite being high I am grounded but flying still, 

..and its the nothingless, nothing less then what is next, what is blessings to you, and whats the message did I miss the fucking lessons- Im new in this desert-, yes Im left without a clue,